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2008-12-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

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15th post. u got me killed.

2008-12-23T01:02:00.003+08:00

is there anyone else who feels how i feel right now? am i the only one who had to go through this feeling? seriously i hate this feeling so much. dun keep telling me i had to move on. u knew it i've tried before. the saddest thing is not to be apart with u, but is seeing but cant even make a sound. tell me wad else i can do now rather than feeling helpless. would u hand out to help me rather than seeing me fall? or u would do whatever it takes to avoid me? im off my track again this time.

14th post. this is wad we do.

2008-12-22T15:13:00.014+08:00

counting the days of not updating? well. was rushing all the time for this and tat so tats why. been tired easily recently. cant stay all night long till 6am anymore. should i be thankful or? been tagged by amey but im lazy to respond to it so just let it be.

19/12/08 - friday

went to some book exhibition located at Taman Kereta, that usual place for PC fair. thousands of choices of books when u can actually choose till u drop. books are classified with different range of discount. lestari bought 3 books - new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn. infact she wanted to get all four of them. but there's a little young girl took the last one away, twilight. so wad to do.

as u can see the crowd are not as much as PC Fair. but most of them are bookworms and nerds. one whole big family with common nerd face would be easily spotted.

saw this.

"Stink, and the World's Most Super-Stinky Sneakers" not sure wad is it about. the cover looks nice, took a shot of it.

20/12/08 - saturday

gate painting day and steamboat night. went to ian's house to help him with the gate painting together with lestari. 1 hour 1 gate. so 2 gates, 2 hours. plus the fence im not sure how long. wad i know is once the paint runs out, we stop. ended up with black sticky paint all over my hand. and the best part is when u wash ur hand with thinner, its like countless razor blades slashing ur hand. maybe i used too much. i mean alot.

went home to bath with starving stomach then we end up at some unknown name steamboat located in BDC, RH Plaza. sorry only took the pics of our food. should take the pics of tat place right? i forgot. was too hungry.

the beginning

hungry ian

the best part of tat place is u can eat all night long till 11pm. so u can eat then get ur self puked out and eat again. haha. would u? i wont

the aftermath.

21/12/08 - sunday

woke up 3pm. badminton at blind center at 4pm. went home 6pm. dinner at grandma's place 7.30pm. reach spring 8.30

tat place is jam and everyone seems to fight over car park. wow. i thought kuching people would only fight for free things, but no. even when they had to pay RM2 for the car park, it still doesnt stop them.

alright, we too. but at least we got things to do so tats why. wanted to do the portrait we saw last night so decided to go back. infact they are closed already but somehow we could get them done. done by some artist from LimKokWing. student infact.

this is lestari

this is me. my mum even said like drug addict.

ian's missing. he did one to, but haven got to take picture of it. this is rm5 each. wad do u expect? for fun only.

went to atmosfera to had some drinks. drinks are sucky. some of it. never order flavored ice soda. tasteless. but they look nice.

forgot wad the blue wan called. one is peach ice soda, and lestari drank tat hot caramel chocolate.

that place is nice to hang out. the balcony is windy. comfortable. by the way its raining. nice to sleep so everyone get sleepy so next destination, bed.

13th post

2008-12-17T01:24:00.007+08:00

i guess its time for me to get serious back in these piece of junkie blog. had been lazy from those previous post u saw. have u guys watched twilight? really should go and watch it. my first thought of it was a movie wit all those unrealistic things that wont happen in our life. watched it on friday. dint thought it was tat nice anyway. i always thought transporter 3 would be actually nicer than it, but im was wrong. even watched transporter 3 the next day. meaningless action movie. not wad i expected. suppose to go to the interview on recruitment of Swinburne Student Council today but i made up my mind. shudnt be wasting my time committing my self to tons of responsibility when i can actually use them to concentrate on my studies.

sorry if all these were only words and description without pictures. get used to it for the time being k. got no latest shot to post. as i said, im not tat happening as other blogger. maybe im not alert enough. oh yeah. xmas is like more or less 1 week from now. any1 with plans? kuching peeps for sure only aware of 1 thing - clubbing. did u guys actually go to church on xmas eve? hmm.. im in the consideration. had been apart from church only god knows how long. haha.

not looking forward for anything currently. blink of an eye its almost the end of 2008. cmon tell me wad had u achieve this year. i did nth actually. nvm. we still have 2009. haha. its been ages i dint receive any present during xmas. i miss the time when i was young, that opening xmas present excited feelings. and now i had grown up. probably its my turn to buy xmas present. but dun look at me. i wont buy any this year. im broke.

happy bday to Adrian Tan! im not sure if he will see this. but doesnt matter. a wish for him turning 22, i think? can see he's enjoying himself at aus.

i'll continue later. going to McD wit aaron.

12th miserable post

2008-12-16T02:45:00.003+08:00

i am so lazy to express anything here. lazy to type, lazy to think of how to write, lazy of everything. hopeless in everything.. easier to say.

11th post. overslept

2008-12-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

omg. i just woke up not long ago. 1.04am. dun think i can sleep anymore later. sigh. overslept. to be continue later.

10th post. feelings

2008-12-11T02:50:00.002+08:00

some readers complained bout my previous post was disgusting. me myself realize. don't u realize i deleted it? sorry bout the missing in action for days. was lazy to update as nth much occur these days. infact there is. but non of my concern too.

how do you feel right now? some is happy some is down. im having both. sighh. happy with something and yet feel not so great of some other thing. not gonna mention it here. read some random blog. quite meaningful. he mentioned bout blogging. reasons of blogging. some of them blog as it was their daily journal. some of them blog for money and fame. he said.. "if u think u could be celebrity blogger by posting interesting or dumb stuff, then think again.." meaningful huh? "and u think if u can make money by creating a blog, then think again, unless u have thousands of readers like ****, then you could. unless u r thinking of getting rich by Rm10++ per month, then good luck" this is wad he said. as for me. honestly i thought i could have some extra income. boy, its not as simple as you think. so i guess i just change this habit to a daily journal of mine. and i blog for my self, not for my readers. not much readers too by the way.

and for ur info, do u know the night club/restaurant called 天上人间 burned down today? opposite hornbill steamboat, jalan ban hock. heard from one of my friend. true or not, dun ask me.

and the best thing of me is i finally able to adjust my sleeping time to normal. i feel tired around 2 something at the night, and i could wake up around 9 morning. amazing.

wadever it is, im not satisfied overall.

9th post. mistakes in life.

2008-12-02T04:43:00.006+08:00

my mistakes.

when we were young, we did alot of mistake which we cant be blame as i mentioned, we were still young. how bout when we grown up? we still make loads of mistakes. am i right? my dad used to scold me, THINK BEFORE U DO AND DUN REGRET WAD U HAVE DONE AS U ARE GOING TO BEAR FOR THE CONSEQUENCES. yes tats fucking true. i've screwed up my own life before, ruined my future before. i've did thousands of stupid mistake which made my parents gone insane to speechless.

i used to be a very obedient child to my parents when i was young. in another word, idiot. what they command i just follow. apparently when i slowly to enter teenagers, devil partnered me. its like there's somehow someone keep on telling me to break to rules. doing something offensive. i escaped from classes and tuition, smoking, fighting, being rebellious, and i even ran away from home. i quarreled with uni lecturer, being interviewed when it was only the 1st month in uni. sigh. embarrassing. i even gamble, and stuffs i involved are not suppose to be mention here. =) . i've been killed by gambling. i lost for only god knows how much. that period was miserable and hopeless. on that moment, i suddenly feel awake from all this nonsense tat i've doing all the time, repeating again and again. and again, my parents forgive for wad i've done. amazingly they dun punish me. tats the thing i felt guilty all the time.

its been already 2 years from tat incident. but i'll remember tat for the rest of my life. so people. think before u do something as there's no point regretting after doing something and in life, there's no turning back.

8th post.

2008-12-01T03:23:00.014+08:00

eww. its 3.24 am now. nearly forgot today's post. =) just got to know tagged.com. some1 invited me tats why i noe. its something like friendster/facebook. just tat i think they create this to make ppl flirt more cuz u can find nothing else inside, only add friends, send private msgs and look at posted profile pictures.

okay. today is sunday rite? and i am suppose to be at church with my mum this morning, rite? okay Jesus im very sorry due to insufficient sleep. nvm. its the same. u can always pray and ask for forgiveness. muahahah. OKAY JUST JOKING. i can hardly wake up unless its noon or evening or sometimes night. =D . went out with those who i used to hang out with, to some church behind Colours. yeahh. at least i did go to church too. but its nothing to do with any worship or service thingy. they had some kinda fair or event i dunno wad is it. got even some dumbass screams at the stage where we can hear right after we walk out of the car. sigh. embarrassed themselve only. wakaka. took some shots of it. gonna post it too eventho its kinda blur.

he's the one i mentioned. scream like hell.

this wan is called..shuffle? oh. NICE shuffle

and this one called modeling? ok. PRETTY models then. u shud watch it live here then u'll know wad im saying.

okay tat place is screwed. not even peaceful to have a walk.

oh yeah. before i forgot. we met some special guest. he's our famous pervert in our uni. he used to follow some1 as he owned tat some1, no matter its a he or she. and he will walk around the whole uni and scratching his dick as if there's no other human exist. damn. tell u wad ian and i saw. he followed a random guy. holding his ice-cream while pleasuring him self by scratching his 'weapon', and out of no reason he smells that victim's hair and his back like so so close. and we are like so shock. wtf is wrong with him? sigh. okay if u guys know who i am saying about then u guys better be alert. and for those who doesnt noe, pls come to me and i'll tell u and show u if there's a chance. wad a famous pervert of Swinburne.

i haven ate anything for the whole day as i woke up around 5pm and tats the time ian called and ask me get rdy as we are going out. okay was pretty hungry and we ended up having lunch at opposite spring/behind our uni, Happy Garden. let me show u wad we ate. its just some normal dishes. not very tasty and its not something which cant be eaten. seems normal to me.

some hotplate tauhu.

butter prawn

and some egg which the only thing i noe is eat.

and im too hungry till missed out 1-2 dishes. was busy eating. oh yea.. and some spicy/sour soup.

wow. this is ChuChu who is serving us with the spicy/sour soup. they said she never serve any1 hahaha. this is the 1st time. =D

went to spring to buy something. Lestari wanted to get some fresh milk. then went to ian's house for some keh liao business. not gonna mention it. damn.

and again im blogging midnight while i guess most of the ppl are already sleeping. sigh. 4.20 am! smoke then sleep! and alex. get ready with the KFC meal yea.

7th post.. unknown saturday

2008-11-30T02:31:00.014+08:00

i amazingly woke up on noon today. on9 met lestari. telling me they are going to eat bak kut teh at sinyee's place. how i wish i could go. so tasty. cant go cuz promised ivan and marvin going to have a hair cut. yeah. no more untidy dyed hair. ian keep say its like shit and mum say its ugly. so might as well cut it as there are no blessings from them haha! everyday also not peaceful at home. always got teased by mum.

snapped by my fren ivan. candid shot. this is the after of my hair. and im not going to show the before. LOL. see how obedient i am mum. haha! soon i guess im becoming mummy's boy. in fact, i always am. =)

after hair cut went home online again. met alex saying them going spring. eee! i wanna go. since its so hopeless at home might as well go out huh? ian picked me up then we (ian, lestari, sinyee, alex and me) had dinner at the food court at spring. saw alot of up and down ppl walking here and there. u understand wad i mean by up and down? figure it out then.

was walking around at spring and ian decided to have a look at PDI since the girls are over there choosing already. quite huge and lots of variety there. ian grabbed some long sleeves t shirts, tried on and decided to make some nonsense. wanna have a look?

OMG. okay ian u look so gay in V shape cloths. and some how it also looks like ppl who got locked up in jail!

he's trying another one. hmm.. looks nice on him rite? nice! Rm108.**. worth buying. he's gonna get tat soon enough according to him.

this is my fren Alex.. and i dunno wads wrong with him. >_<

okay.. and who's this retarded?

spring was really crowded today. got some maxis, celcom, LG, and some bomba booth doing promotion and exhibition today. even the counter for paying car park coupons flooded with kuching sakai queuing up. ended up at garden hill at the top of Taman Kereta. girls had the smoothies while guys had some beer. drank only 4 cans altogether then decided to make a move. ian felt abit tipsy he said, honestly i am abit too. probably its because its expensive compared to siang siang so we enjoy every bits and drops of the beer.. rite ian? HAHA.

here i am at the end of the day doing this posting. kinda boring saturday but somehow its quite awesome to hang out with them. unexpected funnies all around eventho its kinda stupid. but i love it.

LEMON anyone? haha. wtf ian!

listening to secondhand serenade - the last song ever. nice!

going to sleep in 15 mins.

6th post.. Enter-K Melbourne Shuffle Competition 2008 / December Extravaganza

2008-11-28T03:29:00.010+08:00

okay. there's a shuffle competition organized by Enter-K in case u dint know. a very nice banner huh? but sorry im not into shuffle anyway. in another way, i dislike shuffle. gonna describe bout it anyway. there are solo competition and group competition.

for solo : Registration fee = Rm20.00

Champion: Cash RM1000.00, cash voucher RM400, Trophy, and certificate
1st Runner-up: Cash RM500.00 and cash voucher RM200.00, trophy, and certificate
2nd Runner-up: Cash RM300 and cash voucher RM100.00, trophy, and certificate

for group : Registration fee = Rm50.00

Champion: Cash RM2000.00, cash voucher RM800.00, trophy, and certificate
1st Runner-up: Cash RM1000.00 and cash voucher RM400.00, trophy, and certificate
2nd Runner-up: Cash RM600.00 and cash voucher RM200.00, trophy, and certificate

for more info visit Enter-K Melbourne Shuffle 2008

and another event by them too.. December Extravaganza

basically its a countdown event. they call it rave party. as u can see from the banner, event are listed there. grand finale fall on 24th dec, xmas eve, countdown for xmas eve, 31st dec, new year countdown, hair show, xmas caroling night...??? and some fetured DJ.

still dun get it? Enter-K December Extravaganza

im helping my fren to sell those ticket. any1 interested on any of both event above are welcome to drop me a pm at my chatbox together with ur contact and i'll get back to u.

5th post bout some random thing

2008-11-27T21:01:00.005+08:00

went to this jalan song moment ago with ivan to get some drink. yeah rite those sicked faced waitress came to serve us again. had a teh c peng. then we were talking over some random stuff. saw those DVD sellers selling those china made dvd. bought couple of time from them. some of their quality was nice but some are like shit. not going to buy from them anymore.

alright guys. look at those ppl are like so excited choosing those DVD. wait DBKU ppl come u all will be more excited with those fines. hahaha! sigh. download lar. its not hard tho. eventho its illegal but no one knows bar. like what i always does. =D

4th post of the sleepness night

2008-11-27T05:52:00.005+08:00

guess sumthing is wrong with me. i hardly sleep during the night but i can sleep all the way during the day. mum and dad thinks tat their son had gone insane. urgh. dunno wad exactly happened to me. i bet im going to be dead by end of this year if this shit goes on. wonder why life are like this. same routine every single day. i can memorize well wad i did again and again. eat sleep bath smoke and stare in front of my comp for hours.

kuching is terrible. no place to go. even go yamcha also see all those sicked faced waiter and waitress. how i wish i could be somewhere else.. like Anson, so we can go casino and lose till our pants drop haha >_<. tat bastard loses 2k AUS dollar. anson u must be out of ur mind. life seems boring for him over there. wait for me yeah!? (if i had the chance).

had made some planning for my self. really shud stop slacking around like a stupid idiot and behave and get good grades. cant afford to lose anything. been smoking all day long. even my dad stares at me wickedly when i was smoking outside my house. sigh. when will all of these endless nonsense end?

quite a boring post if without pics huh? wad to do. im not an active photographer. and im not gonna snap giants of shots with my noob handphone. damn. alot of things in mind. speechless.

3rd post

2008-11-26T19:31:00.007+08:00

alright. i found blogging its quite fun finally. its somehow quite addictive for me. change my skins, added a music player, and some random things. happy to got my self quite simple layout with music playing but the sad thing is, i've sold my speaker to Marvin. damn. wads so great by having music playing while u have nothing to listen on? LOL. borrowed headphone from my sister and im not satisfied using it tho. hopefully can get a new wan soon.

asked my sis to try blogging she said its wasting time and for wannabe. aduh. her thinking were the same as me last time, seeing ppl so desperately update their blog even at my uni's lab. just give it a try lar then u'll know how it feels. haha. Zzz. haven got any meaning full idea to post, probably just had my dinner awhile ago, so kinda lazy to think.

oh yeah.. Amanda my fren is going for One in a Million audition this saturday so, good luck to u yeah. i think u can do it lar so dun worry too much till cant sleep up to 6 in the mornin like last nite >_< hehe. amanda, seduce them then they'll give u a pass. LOL.

2nd entry of my life

2008-11-25T03:58:00.002+08:00

i realize my life is empty all the while. sleep, wake up eat, on9, smoke, dota, and i ended up bloggin. hmm. went out with buddies just now. couple of them, lestari and ian. ian in fact wanted to frame up his photo so we end up at some kok hua at town. cost him around rm50 for both. one with frame and another one im not sure.

then lestari fulfilled her demand by releasing some stress at Hock Lee playing Time Crisis 2 and 3 of us end up playing daytona and i come across this kid. Out of sudden he came beside me and touched by shoulder and he wanted play along. Not bad, quite pro kid. i bet he hang around there all day long.

went to smart supermarket, ian bought some air freshener and his darling bought too. then i saw something which i guess alex wanted to eat.

hahah. i bet he is doing his revision at school tats why he need this to recharge his body. hey alex, at least im kind enuf to remember tat u need sum food. look what ian suggested for u.

hahaha. do u need this? to ensure u have confidence in ur final.

haha. by the way. good luck in ur final tmr alex. and lestari too. next week. Roy at Melbourne is so happy. Happily enjoying his holiday after sleepless nights during is final.

ARghhhhHHHhhh.. im bored.. and its 5 am now. i guess i better have some rest.

learn to blog

2008-11-23T20:15:00.001+08:00

here i am alex. =| laugh by some of my so called pro blogger friend asking me where is my post. aduh. ok alex now u shud stop laughing at me. xD damn. blogging is fun but troublesome. have to update, take photo around like sissy, and being busy body sumtimes. but no harm trying eh i guess. nth much to say also here. hope this is not going to be the last post cuz previously created few blogs ended up with only the most 2 posts. ahahah. =D